Safe

Safe. I'm tired of being safe. Making "safe work", comfortable work.
It's kinda funny, the contrast between what I like and what I make.
The unashamed dirtyness of some of the artists I look at, the films I
watch.
When I make clothes though, I'm the opposite. I want to make
outrageous stuff ( well tailored though) massive executioner hoods
sewn into a double breasted vest, loud tartan lederhosen style shorts.
But in my art I just make safety. I'm too afraid of what I actually
want to depict.

how do you let go? how do you manage to let yourself actually draw/
paint/photograph the things that you want to show?

so tired of being safe.